… Obviously, most certainly, without any doubt, as you may have deduced already, ME
It’s been a long, long time since I wrote (read: created) anything. It’s been longer than that since I posted anything. And it has been even longer time since I came out of the irregularity. JK! I have never been in regularity… Ha! Ha! Ha!
Though, taking resolutions after resolutions; Monday resolution, April resolution, dammit next week for sure resolutions… Bribing my soul with all the sequins and feathers, even terribly missing this tinsy winsy platform (aka my digital space “Eloraquence”), nothing could get the creating place (also known as laptop), the connecting medium (the almighty internet) and my ever wandering, pool of thoughts mind to one place.
It has been so long that I almost forgot my username and password to my blog. I swear on that last Milky Bar I ate, I don’t even recongnise the editing post section anymore! *whines herself to death* (Where is that “add media” option??)
But, the Universe being the ever-so-kind and you-can-do-it spirit got me here AGAIN and this time, you can be sure of regular bombards on your read feeds.
But you know what? A lot of good lessons and thoughts came out of this irregularity. Even though I couldn’t (or rather didn’t) create a full-fledged blog post during this MIA period, my mind was continuously on the work of evolving and generating new ideas.
This unplanned, undesirable break intensified my desire of writing and to be here. There were days I would be scrolling through the old posts, dying in the awe of what I have created (DID I WRITE THAT?) and looking at the appreciations I got from you people for the same; every ounce of my emotions at that time screamed to get back right then and there.
But as my horrendous will power is, nothing could get me there. But now that I am here, nothing is getting me back to the irregularity zone.
As the saying goes, distance only makes the desire stronger than ever**
**T&C: This works only when the loyalty and determination are practiced from both ends.
But again that’s a different, off-track, off-beat topic for some another day. (See? See what I did there? I told you, R-E-G-U-L-A-R-I-T-Y)
Anyway, I had had my share of struggles and hurdles. Whenever I tried getting back thinking, “Today is the DAY” boi, I swear something or other happened and suddenly *BOOM* my priority list needed a rearrangement. Sometimes (aka only once), it was University re-examinations, then other day it was about guilty pleasure reality shows and some days I was like, “Do I have Belly dancing kind of waist?”
And next 7 hours were invested (read wasted) in Youtubing, imitating and rehearsing the basic steps which eventually ended up looking like a babbling bumbling band of baboons’ kind of scenario.
Lord, Please Help Me! I am TRYING so hard to write and post from so long and these distractions are ruining my vibes.
Then again, passion is passion and rest all doesn’t matter. I found my way back. Most importantly, this prolonged break made me realise the importance of this place, my place.
Keeping tiniest yet most sparkling hope alive in my heart I wrap up for today! I’ll be seeing you all next week.
In my geeky meeky way, “See yyaa!”
(IT’S PS TIME!!!!!!)
PS: Now that I have written, edited and published (finally…!), my ETA to nearest burger joint says .001secs. SWOOOOSSHHHHH…